Just that bit of personal stuffs .

Whenever I get the chance to

blog about my own boring shit , I get happy . I mean I get super elated & I'm serious !

It's like blogging about your own personal stuffs , full of freedom and still have people reading it (whether they hate you or not doesn't matter)  . I 'feel' busy these days . Actual fact not so busy , but just 'feel' busy . Don't you guys get that ? I do though .

 

I've a few advertorials up ahead .

Well , a small blogger like me , you don't expect much right ? But the constant support I get from my readers via emails/formspring/fb messages since the past , it makes me feel good still whether or not  I'm significant . It makes me feel like whatever I'm doing is still relavant . There's still people who wants to read & know more . (Maybe not about myself but the sponsored products , but I still really prefer blogging about my simple daily life . How do you feel about that ?)

 

Of course , I still enjoy

doing advertorials for companies/blogshops etc ! Because whenever I receive the products , and if it's good , I just have this excitement in me where I wanna share with YOU guys . And at least in my reviews/advertorials , I don't lie . But it's always up to you to judge :D

 

I don't know if any of you

ever felt the way I do . At times , I just feel so lonely . Like nobody dares/wants to approach and be my friend , be someone who would hang out with me for shopping , high tea and take beautiful photographs . Most of the time , I just feel this way . And I would start asking myself if I'm really that ... unapproachable or ? LOL ok la but I still feel happy with my life and what I have now .

 

Right now ,

I'm at a point in life where it's stuck .

Feel like I'm at a cross junction and not know where to cross and where to go .

Reason : I just graduated from MDIS . For those who don't know , I study at the main campus which is at Queenstown ( super near my house wtf ) . And I'm not sure if I should continue studying , work OR work towards my goals and interests (you wouldn't wanna know or you would laugh at me and it's super risky but I guess I would say it anyway .............................. I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS .

 

Ok you just didn't see that .

My dad have been starting a
discussion with me over this COUNTLESS TIMES . I felt really blessed . He kept asking me to go for what I want and most importantly , what I myself is interested in . He doesn't want me to regret . He said , if necessary , choose both interest and studies . He would support me all the way mentally and monetary wise . I truly want to work towards my goal , but I'm at absolute lost . Then just two days back , he asked me to take a break from everything since I just graduated .... Why do I have such a great dad supporting me in everything ? He just want the BEST for me . Nobody wants to give me advice etc because they're afraid they would influence my decision which is defintely a BIG thing for me . Tell me what you think ?

Alright enough of my crap .
Yesterday was great though ! Was invited to Kovan's Domino's Pizza for food tasting ! = FREE FOOD x GOOD FOOD . Had such a good time there listening to their marketing manager and enjoying the food ^^ My post for them would be up soon , most likely on 3rd February or sooner !

(You can foresee I'm gonna talk a lot about yesterday)

Before preparing yesterday (Pic from my Instagram)

 

Yesterday's Hairdo ~

Yesterday's OOTD

 

 I would leave my review & pictures
of Domino's Pizza in the next post ! Lot's to tell you guys , you wouldn't regret reading it :D

So after food tasting ,
it was already 9+PM so I headed off to my boyfriend's lion dance troupe to find him since he's still having training ~ And yeap we went home together after that . #Random : I call him 开心果(pronounced as 'kai xin guo' with a lousy direct translation 'happy fruit') ♥

He makes me happy (':

 

 Then when we reached home ,
we started taking stupid photos LOL . I wore his troupe's shirt so it looks super huge on me (pics below) :

 

God knows what we are laughing at LOL

 

Boyfriend & my dog ♥ And yes that's my kindergarden photo behind . Is it spelt as kindergarden or kindergarten LOL

Just as I thought my photos looked fine , he photobombed me behind .........

STEADY , THAT'S WHERE I THINK I LOOK LIKE A BOY

 

 

How does my boy looks  with my glasses ? LOL

♥

 

Alright ~
That's all for yesterday . Feeling super hungry now . Just recalled I still have hair appointment tomorrow with my stylist @ Marina Square 5.30PM . Bye ♥ !!!

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Life goes on ?

Sometimes I wonder , 

why do people still read my blog when it's such a bore ! 

To some people , I am a failure in relationships . When people start assuming things about you , you start doubting yourself as well . And here I am doubting myself , do I really suck at that ? What is relationship really ? For the past few days I've been thinking everything related to that , posted statuses on Facebook regarding my thoughts . In THIS century , do you really treat someone the best you can ? Because I still believe in doing it . Do others opinion really matters when it comes to the sensitive topic "Love" ? 

I'm getting confused , 

mentally exhausted and mind fucked . But one thing for sure , I still stick to my own beliefs . 

I feel probably it's time for a break . A long break off relationship because , if I do not , I either continue hurting people around me ........ or continue hurting myself . Just don't ever get into a relationship if you haven't really got over the previous one . It'll never end up being good . 

Silent break ups 

are one the killers . Why ? Because you don't know what's going on , and you just broke off with someone with no reasons and it feels as if suddenly you lost someone special without knowing why . Silent break ups doesn't give you a chance to explain , there's no space for negotiation , you've got complete no say in it . Undeniably , break ups hurts . Whether or not you loved the person , it would still hurt . Because you're leaving someone whom you shared amazing memories with , you've lost someone whom you were once closely attached with . But sometimes it's better to not know the reasons behind those break ups which would probably hurt you more . How about you ? 

Sometimes I wake up 

feeling hmm lost . Besides school , school work , what else could I do ? Blog about my feelings like I used to ? Should I ? Because when I blog about my feelings , people just judge isn't it ? I didn't really went out , didn't had fun at all . But I did met up with two dearest people in my life , Peixin and Vincent ♥

That day , 

I fetched Peixin from her school Macpherson ITE , then accompanied her to Kathib to fetch her boyfriend , while she was with her boyfriend already , of course I let them be and left ! So I left to Choa Chu Kang to meet Vincent and his friends ! His friends were really amusing people hahahha . Had dinner there and waited for Peixin to join us at CCK ! 

 This is Vincent , 

yes he's not those good looking types or whatsoever . But he has been an amazing friend , he's just like Peixin , in fact they both know each other ! He's someone who wouldn't leave me on the lurch . I knew him when I was working at Jurong , where Peixin comes down to my work place EVERYDAY to accompany me . He was one of the customers that came down often , then we made friends , and of course with Peixin too ! ^^ 

 We don't meet often AT ALL . We seldom

meet up , neither do we always contact . But we both mean a lot to each other . Just like me & Peixin , we don't contact everyday , we don't meet up often , but still we love each other ♥ So when I finally got to see the both of time , I felt so happy ! Each time I spend time with them , I make sure I make full use out of it and be as happy as possible to make their days awesome as well :D 

Vincent's friends !

I forced him to show his teeth HAHAHAHA

Instagram @ KittyVonnC , my dog wants my cream puff !

 And then two days ago ,

I met up with Peixin ! We were supposed to head into Johor Bahru to have some fun etc , but we met up late , so we couldn't make it to JB in the end . So we headed to Bedok , met up with Christy and headed to East Coast Park ! My hair looks horrendously ugly in all the photos ! Due to the really strong wind while we were driving and while we were at ECP ):

I really wanna trying

flying a kite someday ! Tell me more tips and information on that and I'll do it hahahha  .

Filters by Instagram , follow me on Instagram ! :D 

The car was moving , ain't my fault that my hair turned out ugly in all the photos !

 DINNER @ ECP ! ♥

After we had dinner we headed to my place , 

and all we did was ............ she was using my  desktop while I'm on my bed using my laptop -______-

By 5AM both of us fell asleep HAHAHAHA . But before I end this blog post I've a video ! ( I was just teasing Peixin and I find it funny )